As I look, the souls you took
Were to far from me to save
If you could only see the misery you caused

Far from gone, why can't they say
I'm no soldier, no place for me to stand
Why do I carry on?
You say the roads to long
Every corner turned leaves another moment gone

Are you losing control?
My mind can't contain my thoughts
Are you doubting, all the things I've come to believe?
Can it be, that we've been taught all wrong?

And I know that I'm not supposed to show my feelings
So I am told that this is not for me
What is controlled? Is it lives I've grown not to be
Can I turn back all that I've come to see?